REQUEST: Financial Support

I'm mixed-race and like most of us, it's very difficult for me to ask for help when I need it. My pride doesn't want me to be "needy" because both my husband (who is also a POC) and I work hard at our jobs to provide for our kids (3 teens, 5 & 4 year old.) The youngest 2 are ours together and live with us full time, but we also support the 3 teens who come twice a year on long breaks. My husband works many long hours and I take the brunt for child care and other expenses like health insurance. My credit card is maxed out from covering medical bills and groceries and I just want to get to a better spot then this dark hole that I feel we are in now! Please, please help.